Bittersweet by Robin Densmore Fuson
Are
your feelings bittersweet? Do tears come quickly?
I love Christmas with all the lights,
decorations, and music. I sang in a twenty-voice madrigal group for many years.
Our conductor was wonderful. The committee picked perfect pieces and the instrumentalist
were fantastic. We started our music for the Christmas season in August. For
those few months, we intently practiced, wrote and worked out the choreography,
and memorized a minimum of a dozen songs. We met on Monday nights and one
Saturday a month until the last few weeks when we added more rehearsals. The
last concert was always bittersweet. We made it—four concerts to packed houses
all free to the community which included childcare. But alas, we wouldn’t meet
again until next August. We only performed at Christmas.
Our music was a mix of Santa and presents,
snow and frolic, and most importantly focusing on the Christ child and the
events surrounding His birth.
Those years were special to me. I loved
singing and hearing the tight harmonies around my soprano. Sometimes I was
blessed by singing solos. I made good friends and some will last a lifetime.
The date on the calendar has no bearing on
what goes on in people’s lives. December 25th doesn’t care if your
life is bubbly and happy, or calm and demur, or filled with devastation and
loss. After all, it’s just a number, but is it?
God sent His Son, on a day, a long time
ago to be born. Throughout the centuries, most of the world celebrated that day
on December 25th. A shift in the focus on that designated date has
happened around the world. A lot of people now regard the 25th as a holiday
to exchange gifts and think about Santa and good thoughts toward others. The
word Christmas has been erased from their vocabulary. How sad.
Does God care what date we celebrate His
son’s birth? I think not. I believe He wants us to celebrate His Son, Jesus
every day. The Lord Jesus Christ should be celebrated every calendar day as the
baby born in a stable, who grew up and walked on this earth interacting with
people and was crucified in a brutal death to save the world from their sin.
That’s what we should be celebrating!
When your world is rocked with horrible happenings,
sickness, financial trouble, natural disaster, relationship wreckage, or death
of one close to you, it’s almost impossible to enjoy this time of year and
especially December 25th called Christmas.
Some of my precious loved ones have gone
to heaven too soon and the first Christmas without them was awful. Sad.
Hurtful. Tears came and easily. The heart became heavy with grief.
Bittersweet.
Depending on the sorrow, the mixture is
different. It can be more bitter than sweet or sometimes more sweet than
bitter. Bitter, because of our loss. Sweet, because of their gain and our knowledge
we will see them again.
Is your Christmas season bittersweet? Mine
is. All my grandparents are in heaven. Twelve years since my grandbaby and my
husband, David went on to be with the Lord. Even though it was in 2009, the loss is there. The hurt never goes
away. If you struggle with loss, I give you a virtual hug. Try to focus on the
long term, when you will see them again. Focus on what their life is NOW like.
I picture my granddaughter laughing and
playing on the streets of gold and picking flowers. Eliana grandfather is close by
as well as other relatives. But most important is Eliana's Lord and Savior Jesus
Christ watching her play and enjoying her laughter. He made a wonderful place for
her and He wanted Eliana there to be in close communion with Him.
My husband, Jimmy had major surgery three weeks
ago and so we are alone this Christmas. We had plans to travel and be with
family but that changed. I feel bittersweet. Bitter that I can’t be with others—grandchildren,
children, parents, etc. But sweet because I have my love with me. We are together
and he is on the mend. I pray we have other times when we can be with our loved
ones.
So dear one, bittersweet is a feeling that
comes on many of us at this time when celebrations happen around us. It’s okay
to be sad. But don’t let it pull you down into the depths of despair. Think
about the good times. Do something you enjoy. Pray. Reach out to others. Try to
engage in the celebration by putting your focus on Jesus Christ and His birth,
life, teachings, and death for you.
Read Luke 2:1-20 for the Christmas message
in a nutshell. I try to follow the shepherd’s example. …glorifying and praising
God for all the things they had heard and seen, as it was told them. (Luke
2:20b NKJV)
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